i can only remember little blips...there was a part where alli lisa and i were riding in a car? a motorcycle? something...and it was dusk or maybe night and alli was talking about this road in ohio, i think, that's made of garage doors. there was a part where i was at grizzo and jareds...except it was a totally different house and it was unlivable. there was a back room with a pile of cat shit on the floor under this mattress thing and there was some kind of syringe/needle on the floor that i picked up and threw in the trash. i'm pretty sure there was a part where he asked me to come lay in his bed with him...except it was a different room and a different bed, but i climbed in on my side and tried to put my leg over his like i used to. i remember looking down and my leg looked big and fat and his looked small.
there was another part where i was trying to get ready to go on stage to sing or something, i think i was in a big stadium, maybe soldier field, but i wasn't insde i was in the outer ring part. i was looking in a mirror trying to put on this sweater and a jacket and they were big and bulky and i couldn't get them right and all the sudden carlos came walking up and helped me...he helped with my outfit and gave me a tip on...getting ready? i can't remember but i jumped on the front of him and he was carrying me around...i was aware of carrol in my dream.
i feel like there was more but i can't remember...
