Saturday, July 31, 2010

after i woke up around 10 this morning i went back to sleep and had a dream that i was driving grizzo around in lincoln maybe? and i was like ooo lets see whats up here and we started driving on this sunlit green grassy path between trees and there were things around us but i can't remember what and people walking. i think it was at pioneers park. and for some reason carlos was there i think. and the pathway was the same as the crack next to my bed and then i was reaching over the side of my bed with the mattress pulled out making sure nothing had fallen into the crack and then i was trying to make my bed but there were 4 layers, a blanket sheet comforter and something else or whatever, and i couldn't get them all to line up.

Bed

This is one of the most valued pieces of furniture. It's where we sleep, rest, restore our minds and bodies and engage in sexual pleasure. The bed is symbolic of all of these things. The bed could also symbolize the bridge between the conscious and the unconscious (i.e.our daily lives and the great unknown, our spirit and our psychological undercurrent). The quality and the cleanliness of the bed in our dreams, may say something about the way we feel about ourselves and our relationships. In reality we "make our own bed," so the dream may reflect that bed and remind us that we have to either change it or lie in it. If there were things hiding under the bed in your dream, it may symbolize secrets that you or others are keeping.

For a woman to dream of making a bed, signifies a new lover and pleasant occupation.

Four

Four denotes stability, physical limitations, hard labor and earthly things, as in the four corners of the earth. It also stands for materialistic matters. You get things done.

Last night when i came home and took a nap i had a dream that me and Grizzo were about to get it on in my room. we both had most of our clothes on i think but i was on top of him. we were kissing in a frenzy because it had been so long since we had seen each other, my vision was blurry because i was so overcome with feelings. then i was trying to get my door to close, and lock but i realized my parents were downstairs and would hear us in my room and that would be the most terrible thing that could have happened.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

night of July 2nd

i don't remember much...i think there was a part where i was watching the clouds move quickly through the sky...i feel like i was really close to them they were heading directly towards eachother

another part i had just gotten out of the shower and was wrapped in a towel nick perkins was next to grizzo and i went and layed down next to grizzo and snuggled with him

something about gabby and basketball camp on friday night

woo exciting