so my dream started with alli, lisa, and i going on a shopping trip to yonkers. without saying, we all made our way toward the baby section. in my dream i was only looking at little boy things, but then i was like this is silly. the doctor hasn't told me for sure that its a boy! lisa and alli were over looking at a rack of pastel stuffed puppies. at one point i accidentally wandered into a whole aisle of teddy bear clothes, and i was like yikes and a couple mexican men were walking by and i was embarrassed that they saw me in the baby-rather bear clothes section. i spend too long looking at clothes, i wandered over to a table full of childrens books that were all on sale for 2 or 3 dollars (the clothes were all on sale for like 75% off too) i was flipping through one that looked like it could be for boys. Then there was some raffle drawing going on. A man had a big basket full of plastic eggs and he would draw one out and call a number and someone would win something...i'm not even sure what. but he had a microphone and he was located not far from the baby section. he did one drawing and then it was time for another, honestly i'm not even sure how the drawing worked-did people keep the slip of paper and return the empty egg? or did they just look at their number and put the egg with the paper back? anyway there were lots of people hanging around to be a part of it. at one point i remember him drawing a red egg.
Then somehow i think we may have taken a buss or something to nashville? except i feel like we were in kentucky...but lisa and alli were there, i think it may have been a class trip. for some reason i hadn't brought my phone or money so i was going to try to stick close to them. we started wandering around the street, and of course we got seperated. i went into a souvenir shop dedicated entirely to elvis...but of the merchandise, mostly tshirts and things, were marked with some kind of logo like "eking" or something...and it took me a second to figure out what it meant. i think my mom was there on the trip too somehow. i must have met up with lisa and alli again for a moment because we went somewhere to get food, but of course i didn't have money so lisa was going to cover me. but she just bought me a giant frozen dr pepper or something and i was like lisa, i'm hungry i need food! she had just gotten a drink too.
i can't remember if this happened next or not but somehow it was night and i had lost my shoes and i was walking around barefoot. i ended up at a nasty ass bar and there were people hanging around outside, one girl was sitting on this giant red barrel thing that was just a giant hole in the ground and she was sitting there peeing in the middle of the parking lot as though it were an enclosed outhouse, it was super loud too because the hole must have been so deep. my feet were terribly dirty and smudged and i got a tiny piece of glass in my toe so i propped my foot up on the handle of a giant dumpster next to the building and was trying to pick it out but i kept picking at the wrong spot. suddenly a black (or black and white?) cat jumped from behind the dumpster and attacked my arm. at first i was worried i'd get rabies or something, but i think i was wearing a leather jacket or something and he didn't break the skin. so finally i went inside, even though i didn't have shoes (no shoes was the reason i was hanging out in front in the first place) somehow i think i had my id, and i might have even had my wallet at this point, actually i know i did because it was full of strange looking bills. on one side they looked like regular u.s. dollars but the other they had a picture of something in the center in a variety of colors and the rest of the space was rather plain. a girl offered to split a pitcher of margaritas with me, the lady showed us that each pitcher contained 4 servings, or 2 servings each of their smaller sized drink serving glasses. the price was eight dollars or something but i gave the girl 3 dollar bills. at some point i showed her that i didn't have shoes on and she and her friends (1 or 2 others) thought it was funny. we went to a back room...it was pretty small, covered in red velvet carpet on the floors walls chairs, i think. we sat down and there were a few other groups of friends gathered around a large table that lined the center of the room. i can't remember for sure but i think the girls friends were pretty drunk, or something because they were acting pretty out of it. i can't even remember if we poured the margaritas or not, i think people may have been smoking cigarettes...and then i looked over and realized that the people next to us had a mirror and a little card or something and were snorting lines of something off of it. immediately i thought cocaine and i started getting more freaked out about where i was and how trashy and skanky it was. for some reason i remember a red lipstick kiss somewhere, and it was crazy because there was some sort of bar tender or employee at least in the back room and she was standing there totally aware that people were snorting coke and she didn't seem to care. i dont' remember how or when i left.
right before i woke up, i was dreaming that i was going to tell alli about my dreams? but i was like mine will take longer so you go first, and i can't remember if it was a dream or if it really happened, but she was playing a song for me that greg had written for her. it sounded really cool in the beginning, probably more like pringle (maybe because i listened to h&g yesterday?) but anyway i think it was some sort of song trying to get her back.
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